You make it out like cooking is some kind of great effort that requires hours of work. It’s not that hard and it doesn’t have to take that much time. It’s just laziness. Just admit to the laziness. Just say I am too lazy to cook for myself. That’s fine there is nothing wrong with that. Don’t try to masquerade and dress it as some kind of great toil that you can’t possibly accomplish because… society. Society is not to blame that you are just too lazy to cook food for yourself.